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• Sunday, April 5, 2009
If I got a time machine, I would go back to the time and make things right.
But that's dream, I am in reality.
Regret won't make things right, I only can accept the thing is happened.
Today, I asked you some silly question. Hope you don't mind, I really wanted to know.
Today, we didn't call each other the name we always did.
Today, I am someone for you.

Friday, I celebrate your birthday with you.
We had our dinner at Ara Damansara, restaurant name FULLHOUSE.
From the first sight I saw it, I knew this is the shop you like it so much.
Then I decided to do reservation and bring you here.
At there, I saw something you will like it a lot.

A earring look like ribbon and with two little diamond.
Same as the shop, like it when the first sight.

We having a nice dinner over there and chat a lot. First time see you smile like that being with me. Love to see you smile..then you got your favorite drink over there, Lavender.

Then we went for movie, due to too early we reach there. We sit at the cinema there for 1 hour plus and we just keep chat. Long time didn't watch movie with you, that day you ate the thing you like to ate when watching movie. About the movie, nothing much to say. Maybe I can't concentrate on it, just keep looking at you. Maybe I know not much chance to watch movie with you anymore. In the car park when I gave you the present I made, you cried. My heart was so pain that time..but still I try to joke around to cheer you up. I tell myself to control cause is your birthday, should give you some nice memory. I didn't know I success or not but can see you smile is the point of all this. The 18 pieces of picture got it's own meaning, I wrote it on the back..

After the movie, we went to look out point. First time go with you, seem like you like it a lot. I brought you mini donuts, I ate one of them so that can become 19 pieces which represent your 19th birthday. Although the main night of Saturday, the one who besides you won't be me. And I know something will happen on that night. As what I expected it happened, nothing I can do about it and nothing I will do about it. As I told you, as long as you are happy. I am fine with it.
At there, we didn' talk much. Not because nothing to talk..is just silent also can be the word for us.

It's raining outside, normally this kind of weather you will ask me buy you porridge for warm up your body but now I am not the one do this for you. For everything I do for you, might not some important thing or big stuff for you but I did it with my heart. Listening mayday song..and it's something I wanted to tell you.

突然好想你

Maybe I am not the first one who wish you or the last one,

Happy birthday vevvy, your dream come true le..wish you happy forever :)



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