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• Friday, October 26, 2007
What are you doing now? Sleeping i guess.

I am still awake.

I hope you were beside me, or i wish i were beside you now.

I been asking myself lately, how much i love you, it seem like i can't find the answer at all.

I just know that i treat you like my baby, i wanna pamper you, i wanna love you, i wanna be with you so much, i want to take care you and i want to make you smile.

I hope i can be the best for you
I hope i can be the one for you

I always say people stupid, but the stupid guy in the world is me.
Because you giving chance to me and i didn't appreciate it.

My love story won't complete without you.
I don't know what can i give you in the future but i will give you happiness.
I don't know what happen to us in the future but i hope the one beside me is you.

I hope you allow me to love you, give me a chance to love you.

Blogged @ 10/26/2007 12:33:00 AM


• Thursday, October 25, 2007
Sometimes what you had missed mean you missed, nothing you can do to turn it back.

Chances is giving to you, but when you don't appreciate it. It will just slip away in a second.

I know hurt you lately, i am sorry. The 3 words you want to heard i didn't say on time, i miss it.

I didn't want you go with him, not because i scare of losing you. Is because i love you too deep.

Sometimes i afraid saying the 3 words is because sometimes you just reply Oh. I don't know what you were thinking. I just want to know what you think and what you feel about me.

I admit i did alot of mistake, you keep giving me chances. I didn't appreciate it, is my fault.

I might not the best in your life, but i am trying.
I might not the one in your heart, but i am trying.

I think this 3 words keep in my heart already too long for me.

I love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
I love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
I love you i love you i love you i love you
I love you i love you i love you
I love you i love you
I love you

I think you might think my feeling toward to you had changed, i just want to tell you that i changed, the love toward you is getting more everyday.

Baby, you remember this?

i hope
i could be the reason you smile
i could be the one u care
i could be the one u miss
i could be the one u love
i can have u as my man

i hope,
you could be my teddy bear
you could be my supeRman
you could be with me 4eva
you could be thr 4 me when im down
you allow me to love u

You are the reason i smile,
You are the one i care so much
You are the one i miss so much
You are the one i love so much
You are my women.

I will be your teddy bear,
I will be your superman,
I willing to with you forever,
I will be there when you're down

I love you

Blogged @ 10/25/2007 11:15:00 PM


• Thursday, October 18, 2007
Why, there is been alot of question in my head lately.

Why i still want to make you fall in love with me since i know i can't reach your requirement?

Why i still want to make you happy when i know you were happier with him?

Why i still feel so pain when i know you were sad?

Why i am not the one who can make you happy?

Why i am not the one who can make you feel safe?

Why when you talk about him, i feel uncomfortable in my heart?

Why? I don't know the answer either you.

No matter what i will still want to love you, no matter who you choose.

Don't ask me to forget you, don't ask me to give up, don't just leave without saying a word.

Blogged @ 10/18/2007 05:07:00 AM


• Saturday, October 13, 2007
So what? Who give a damn?

What i left is only me. All you want is only him.

What can i do? Nothing

Blogged @ 10/13/2007 06:01:00 PM


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对不起，这个是我最不想在你口中听到的话。

我真的在你心中那么的不值得你信任吗?

每一次你不开心，我都可以从你的话里明白你的心情。

每一次你因为他而伤心，我的心里不会比你好过。

我知道我不可能代替他在你心里的位置，我只想和你渡过你不开心的时候。

我很想知道，我给不到他所给的东西吗?

当我担心你的时候，你在乎吗?

我真的很想知道你心里的我是怎样的一个人，但你不曾告诉我你的心里想什么。

我的付出，我没想过有任何的结果，我不想因为我的付出而和我在一起。

我要的是爱而不是可怜和同情。

我并不要你的可怜和同情，就算我们不能在一起，我只想和你谈谈心让你诉苦。

我的耳朵永远为你打开。我的肩膀可以让你依靠。



听着 FIR - 月牙湾

Blogged @ 10/13/2007 02:01:00 PM


• Friday, October 12, 2007

Sometimes no matter how hard you tried, you can't get it. Even you never give up, it won't come to you if it is not belong to you. You tried to forget about it, because you know that it not just memory to you, is a part of you. No matter how many tears you drop, she/he won't know about it. Love is not something you can get after a lot of hard work, it need two person to work it out. Luck maybe is a chance to success, sometime at the right time met a wrong person, at a wrong time meet a right person. Nothing you can do about it, all you can do is just stand there and watch it slip away from you.

Love is something i don't really gone thru before. I know sometime no matter how hard i tried, i can't make the pass go away from your heart. All i wanted to do is make your tomorrow better, i just needed a chance. It seem so far for me even it came to my hand before, i didn't catch it well. I let it slip away, tonight remind me a lot of pass, it include sad and happy memory. Do you remember it? It already carve in my heart, no matter what i do i just can't forget about it. Just keep typing never notice my tears drop again and my heart started to pain...

Blogged @ 10/12/2007 04:20:00 AM


• Thursday, October 11, 2007
Well, well, is been a time i update my blog again. Hari raya coming again, time pass so fast, already 1 year and 4month in KL. What a crap feeling about myself, is like nothing happen to me in this year, nothing changed, still fat, still ugly, still stupid and still single.

Still waiting for my result, it only come out when 30 oct and at the same time i fall into financial problem again. What a shitty thing that happen to me lately. Oh well, seriously nothing happen to me lately, just bored at home. What i can do....nothing new in my life, i hope something happen to me anything like erm......know some hot chicks ( lulzs ) suddenly i got Rm100,000 and i was just dreaming here HAHAHAHA.

Blogged @ 10/11/2007 09:54:00 PM


• Saturday, October 6, 2007
Back to kl like for two days ago...nothing changed in KL beside midvally new block ( Teh Garden )
and Pavilion soft opening. Just get my timetable, i am also kinda free for this semester. Now i am just worry about my result for last semester.

Just wanna tell someone, i don't want always argue with you. It made my heart pain. Everytime we argue about something it doesn't make me feel better than you. When you don't like something i do, i hope you can tell me to correct myself.

Blogged @ 10/06/2007 08:47:00 PM