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• Friday, April 24, 2009
Fairy Tale and Reality

I believe most of the people here can differentiate the two thing in my title.
But which one to live with is up to you, whether you wanted to live with your fairy tale or reality.
I choose reality, everyday facing problem that we had to deal with.
And not just living by thinking how to get life better and do nothing.
Maybe I am such person in the pass, but I realize that I can't go on like that cause this is not what I wanted in my life.

Everyone go thru a lot of thing like life, social life, family and relationship.
Actually how many people won't complaint with their life?
And how many people don't know that simple is nice?
But how many people can do it? I can't but I trying.

Human is selfish and greedy, I had to admit that. One is not enough, two might be but when three is in front of you, trust me, you will get it. When thinking of something, you will first think of yourself before anything else. True face of human? Deal with it.

That day, I chatting with jesZ. This topic suddenly pop up from nowhere, if wanted to flashback, almost all of my decision for her is reality for her. Cruel? I don't know. I didn't give any fairy tales or dream to her, I can't give her forever promise, I can't give her what she want and I am not a romantic person. Being with me isn't that fun or happy to her. I can't do much thing, I am not those people hang out a lot or know how to have fun. I am a bored person and always face to the computer although nothing to do. I am not those happening guy around, I am just ordinary person, ordinary student. Although I got some plan about our future but I didn't say it much due to I doubt my ability to make it true.

In your life, sometime you just had to face the reality no matter what. That's life, deal with it and you will improve yourself. In your life, you will meet a lot and different kind of people. You had to deal with it and live on. Although sometime you feel like life is suck but think back those happy things and those person who love you. They should bring you some energy and motivated.

Life, is some sort of game. You play it since you born, not your choice. No reset or restart. The rules is you must play it. Everything you do will gain experience, every decision you make will change your life. No people can determine that you are wrong or right, is your call. In every stage of your life, will be something to make you grow up and be more mature. Some people want to be rich, some people wanted to be famous, and some people wanted their life simple. Which one you wanted to be? Fame and wealth I guess. With the money you got, not much thing is a problem for you. With the fame you got, a lot of people will respect you. How to quit the game half way? Commit Suicide will be a good choice for you, warning to you, as I mention no restart or reset button in our life. After the decision you made, you had to move on and don't look back. Make things right.

This seem like an emo post and wall-of-text post. But it will be my post for this week due to having holiday at my home before my last paper. For one week, I wanted something to change, at least abit. My feeling now is kinda confuse, for this year, this maybe the worst semester I ever had. A lot of thing happened and changed. Really..I hope something good will happen soon.

Blogged @ 4/24/2009 10:34:00 PM