• Friday, April 24, 2009
Fairy Tale and Reality
I believe most of the people here can differentiate the two thing in my title.
But which one to live with is up to you, whether you wanted to live with your fairy tale or reality.
I choose reality, everyday facing problem that we had to deal with.
And not just living by thinking how to get life better and do nothing.
Maybe I am such person in the pass, but I realize that I can't go on like that cause this is not what I wanted in my life.
Everyone go thru a lot of thing like life, social life, family and relationship.
Actually how many people won't complaint with their life?
And how many people don't know that simple is nice?
But how many people can do it? I can't but I trying.
Human is selfish and greedy, I had to admit that. One is not enough, two might be but when three is in front of you, trust me, you will get it. When thinking of something, you will first think of yourself before anything else. True face of human? Deal with it.
That day, I chatting with jesZ. This topic suddenly pop up from nowhere, if wanted to flashback, almost all of my decision for her is reality for her. Cruel? I don't know. I didn't give any fairy tales or dream to her, I can't give her forever promise, I can't give her what she want and I am not a romantic person. Being with me isn't that fun or happy to her. I can't do much thing, I am not those people hang out a lot or know how to have fun. I am a bored person and always face to the computer although nothing to do. I am not those happening guy around, I am just ordinary person, ordinary student. Although I got some plan about our future but I didn't say it much due to I doubt my ability to make it true.
In your life, sometime you just had to face the reality no matter what. That's life, deal with it and you will improve yourself. In your life, you will meet a lot and different kind of people. You had to deal with it and live on. Although sometime you feel like life is suck but think back those happy things and those person who love you. They should bring you some energy and motivated.
Life, is some sort of game. You play it since you born, not your choice. No reset or restart. The rules is you must play it. Everything you do will gain experience, every decision you make will change your life. No people can determine that you are wrong or right, is your call. In every stage of your life, will be something to make you grow up and be more mature. Some people want to be rich, some people wanted to be famous, and some people wanted their life simple. Which one you wanted to be? Fame and wealth I guess. With the money you got, not much thing is a problem for you. With the fame you got, a lot of people will respect you. How to quit the game half way? Commit Suicide will be a good choice for you, warning to you, as I mention no restart or reset button in our life. After the decision you made, you had to move on and don't look back. Make things right.
This seem like an emo post and wall-of-text post. But it will be my post for this week due to having holiday at my home before my last paper. For one week, I wanted something to change, at least abit. My feeling now is kinda confuse, for this year, this maybe the worst semester I ever had. A lot of thing happened and changed. Really..I hope something good will happen soon.
I believe most of the people here can differentiate the two thing in my title.
But which one to live with is up to you, whether you wanted to live with your fairy tale or reality.
I choose reality, everyday facing problem that we had to deal with.
And not just living by thinking how to get life better and do nothing.
Maybe I am such person in the pass, but I realize that I can't go on like that cause this is not what I wanted in my life.
Everyone go thru a lot of thing like life, social life, family and relationship.
Actually how many people won't complaint with their life?
And how many people don't know that simple is nice?
But how many people can do it? I can't but I trying.
Human is selfish and greedy, I had to admit that. One is not enough, two might be but when three is in front of you, trust me, you will get it. When thinking of something, you will first think of yourself before anything else. True face of human? Deal with it.
That day, I chatting with jesZ. This topic suddenly pop up from nowhere, if wanted to flashback, almost all of my decision for her is reality for her. Cruel? I don't know. I didn't give any fairy tales or dream to her, I can't give her forever promise, I can't give her what she want and I am not a romantic person. Being with me isn't that fun or happy to her. I can't do much thing, I am not those people hang out a lot or know how to have fun. I am a bored person and always face to the computer although nothing to do. I am not those happening guy around, I am just ordinary person, ordinary student. Although I got some plan about our future but I didn't say it much due to I doubt my ability to make it true.
In your life, sometime you just had to face the reality no matter what. That's life, deal with it and you will improve yourself. In your life, you will meet a lot and different kind of people. You had to deal with it and live on. Although sometime you feel like life is suck but think back those happy things and those person who love you. They should bring you some energy and motivated.
Life, is some sort of game. You play it since you born, not your choice. No reset or restart. The rules is you must play it. Everything you do will gain experience, every decision you make will change your life. No people can determine that you are wrong or right, is your call. In every stage of your life, will be something to make you grow up and be more mature. Some people want to be rich, some people wanted to be famous, and some people wanted their life simple. Which one you wanted to be? Fame and wealth I guess. With the money you got, not much thing is a problem for you. With the fame you got, a lot of people will respect you. How to quit the game half way? Commit Suicide will be a good choice for you, warning to you, as I mention no restart or reset button in our life. After the decision you made, you had to move on and don't look back. Make things right.
This seem like an emo post and wall-of-text post. But it will be my post for this week due to having holiday at my home before my last paper. For one week, I wanted something to change, at least abit. My feeling now is kinda confuse, for this year, this maybe the worst semester I ever had. A lot of thing happened and changed. Really..I hope something good will happen soon.
Blogged @ 4/24/2009 10:34:00 PM
• Thursday, April 23, 2009
你好吗 (How Are U?)
That day suddenly this song in my mind, most of the song that I kept last time mean something to me. Happy and sad, when I play this song, a lot flashback running in my mind. Between this few year, really a lot thing changed and happened. My attitude, my behavior and my social life. That day mun tat and I chat a lot about our pass, and we laugh a lot. Exam is passed although still one more paper to go but it seem like a long holiday for me, at least that's what my feeling right now.
Two more day I will be going back to Ipoh, my home. Miss my mum and grandma, and my bed of course. Things will change after this time going back, at least that's what in my mind. Oh well, something gonna have big changes in this year, my life! Hope everything will go well!
P/S: PRAY HARD HARD! LOL!
That day suddenly this song in my mind, most of the song that I kept last time mean something to me. Happy and sad, when I play this song, a lot flashback running in my mind. Between this few year, really a lot thing changed and happened. My attitude, my behavior and my social life. That day mun tat and I chat a lot about our pass, and we laugh a lot. Exam is passed although still one more paper to go but it seem like a long holiday for me, at least that's what my feeling right now.
Two more day I will be going back to Ipoh, my home. Miss my mum and grandma, and my bed of course. Things will change after this time going back, at least that's what in my mind. Oh well, something gonna have big changes in this year, my life! Hope everything will go well!
P/S: PRAY HARD HARD! LOL!
Blogged @ 4/23/2009 11:26:00 PM
• Thursday, April 16, 2009
当你疲倦坠落的时候
能抓住我的手
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过难过过了天晴朗了我就走
其实也想好好爱你
我对你感觉胜过爱情
对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
我并不是你的唯一
我就算没资格爱谁
温柔的双眼
沉默守护一切
一颗心为你纯粹期待你有一天
回头看看我
哪怕是只有一秒的梦
也值得追求当你真的躲不过诱惑
我安然地放手看你在别人怀里
还微笑祝福你
p/s:Some truth is better to be hidden
Blogged @ 4/16/2009 11:43:00 PM
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Tuesday just pass up my assignment and today just finish my presentation and tomorrow gonna do my make good test which just for one mark? Oh fuck it.
Really..I feel the changes.
And I know the differents
Hope you understand what I said
Really..I feel the changes.
And I know the differents
Hope you understand what I said
Blogged @ 4/16/2009 12:53:00 AM
• Sunday, April 5, 2009
If I got a time machine, I would go back to the time and make things right.
But that's dream, I am in reality.
Regret won't make things right, I only can accept the thing is happened.
Today, I asked you some silly question. Hope you don't mind, I really wanted to know.
Today, we didn't call each other the name we always did.
Today, I am someone for you.
Friday, I celebrate your birthday with you.
We had our dinner at Ara Damansara, restaurant name FULLHOUSE.
From the first sight I saw it, I knew this is the shop you like it so much.
Then I decided to do reservation and bring you here.
At there, I saw something you will like it a lot.
A earring look like ribbon and with two little diamond.
Same as the shop, like it when the first sight.
We having a nice dinner over there and chat a lot. First time see you smile like that being with me. Love to see you smile..then you got your favorite drink over there, Lavender.
Then we went for movie, due to too early we reach there. We sit at the cinema there for 1 hour plus and we just keep chat. Long time didn't watch movie with you, that day you ate the thing you like to ate when watching movie. About the movie, nothing much to say. Maybe I can't concentrate on it, just keep looking at you. Maybe I know not much chance to watch movie with you anymore. In the car park when I gave you the present I made, you cried. My heart was so pain that time..but still I try to joke around to cheer you up. I tell myself to control cause is your birthday, should give you some nice memory. I didn't know I success or not but can see you smile is the point of all this. The 18 pieces of picture got it's own meaning, I wrote it on the back..
After the movie, we went to look out point. First time go with you, seem like you like it a lot. I brought you mini donuts, I ate one of them so that can become 19 pieces which represent your 19th birthday. Although the main night of Saturday, the one who besides you won't be me. And I know something will happen on that night. As what I expected it happened, nothing I can do about it and nothing I will do about it. As I told you, as long as you are happy. I am fine with it.
At there, we didn' talk much. Not because nothing to talk..is just silent also can be the word for us.
It's raining outside, normally this kind of weather you will ask me buy you porridge for warm up your body but now I am not the one do this for you. For everything I do for you, might not some important thing or big stuff for you but I did it with my heart. Listening mayday song..and it's something I wanted to tell you.
Happy birthday vevvy, your dream come true le..wish you happy forever :)
But that's dream, I am in reality.
Regret won't make things right, I only can accept the thing is happened.
Today, I asked you some silly question. Hope you don't mind, I really wanted to know.
Today, we didn't call each other the name we always did.
Today, I am someone for you.
Friday, I celebrate your birthday with you.
We had our dinner at Ara Damansara, restaurant name FULLHOUSE.
From the first sight I saw it, I knew this is the shop you like it so much.
Then I decided to do reservation and bring you here.
At there, I saw something you will like it a lot.
A earring look like ribbon and with two little diamond.Same as the shop, like it when the first sight.
We having a nice dinner over there and chat a lot. First time see you smile like that being with me. Love to see you smile..then you got your favorite drink over there, Lavender.
Then we went for movie, due to too early we reach there. We sit at the cinema there for 1 hour plus and we just keep chat. Long time didn't watch movie with you, that day you ate the thing you like to ate when watching movie. About the movie, nothing much to say. Maybe I can't concentrate on it, just keep looking at you. Maybe I know not much chance to watch movie with you anymore. In the car park when I gave you the present I made, you cried. My heart was so pain that time..but still I try to joke around to cheer you up. I tell myself to control cause is your birthday, should give you some nice memory. I didn't know I success or not but can see you smile is the point of all this. The 18 pieces of picture got it's own meaning, I wrote it on the back..
After the movie, we went to look out point. First time go with you, seem like you like it a lot. I brought you mini donuts, I ate one of them so that can become 19 pieces which represent your 19th birthday. Although the main night of Saturday, the one who besides you won't be me. And I know something will happen on that night. As what I expected it happened, nothing I can do about it and nothing I will do about it. As I told you, as long as you are happy. I am fine with it.
At there, we didn' talk much. Not because nothing to talk..is just silent also can be the word for us.
It's raining outside, normally this kind of weather you will ask me buy you porridge for warm up your body but now I am not the one do this for you. For everything I do for you, might not some important thing or big stuff for you but I did it with my heart. Listening mayday song..and it's something I wanted to tell you.
突然好想你
Maybe I am not the first one who wish you or the last one,Happy birthday vevvy, your dream come true le..wish you happy forever :)
Blogged @ 4/05/2009 03:56:00 PM
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The post before edited is no longer important.
Today, is your birthday. I obviously didn't really sleep and sent wishes to you.
You are happy, I can feel it.
You are in the happiness you been looking for, I knew it.
I thought I can cut the hairstyle I want but in the end I give up on it.
No idea why, just don't feel so.
Back to the old style, and I planned to keep it long this time.
Nothing much I can write huh.
Life without you might but not interesting as before.
Maybe that's suit my title "Meaningless Life Style"..
The post before edited is no longer important.
Today, is your birthday. I obviously didn't really sleep and sent wishes to you.
You are happy, I can feel it.
You are in the happiness you been looking for, I knew it.
I thought I can cut the hairstyle I want but in the end I give up on it.
No idea why, just don't feel so.
Back to the old style, and I planned to keep it long this time.
Nothing much I can write huh.
Life without you might but not interesting as before.
Maybe that's suit my title "Meaningless Life Style"..
Blogged @ 4/05/2009 02:14:00 AM
• Saturday, April 4, 2009
The song I posted just now is one of the song you like.
The lyric is nice and quite similar to me..or maybe not.
I do every little thing is because of you..
I can travel long way to just see you...
Those small thing is something important to me...
Yesterday, I celebrate birthday with you.
A lot of things happened but I don't wanted to mention it here due to I wanted to see your feeling about it.
Maybe after today, everything will change. I had no idea..
Today, I just feel lazy..just lay on the bed and do nothing.
Just keep thinking about Me and You..maybe I shouldn't think so much about it, but it just come to my mind. What I told you yesterday is true and from my heart. But I am really glad that we celebrate it..although I spend a lot time by planning although is not that perfect but when I see your smile, I feel so happy..really happy from the heart.
Thanks..thanks vevvy
The lyric is nice and quite similar to me..or maybe not.
I do every little thing is because of you..
I can travel long way to just see you...
Those small thing is something important to me...
Yesterday, I celebrate birthday with you.
A lot of things happened but I don't wanted to mention it here due to I wanted to see your feeling about it.
Maybe after today, everything will change. I had no idea..
Today, I just feel lazy..just lay on the bed and do nothing.
Just keep thinking about Me and You..maybe I shouldn't think so much about it, but it just come to my mind. What I told you yesterday is true and from my heart. But I am really glad that we celebrate it..although I spend a lot time by planning although is not that perfect but when I see your smile, I feel so happy..really happy from the heart.
Thanks..thanks vevvy
Blogged @ 4/04/2009 06:57:00 PM
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歌曲：最重要的小事
歌手：五月天
我走过动荡日子
追过梦的放肆
穿过多少生死
却假装若无其事
穿过半个城市
只想看你样子
这一刻最重要的事
是属於你最小的事
世界纷纷扰扰喧喧闹闹
什黱是真实
为你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑
买一杯果汁
就算庸庸碌碌匆匆忙忙
活过一辈子
也要分分秒秒年年日日
全心守护你
最小的事
我就算壮烈前世
征服滚滚乱世
万人为我写诗
而幸福却是此时
静静帮你提著
哈罗凯蒂袋子
这一刻最重要的事
是属於你最小的事
世界纷纷扰扰喧喧闹闹
什黱是真实
为你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑
买一杯果汁
就算庸庸碌碌匆匆忙忙
活过一辈子
也要分分秒秒年年日日
全心守护你
最小的事
最重要的事
你笑得像个孩子
每个平凡小事
变成永恒故事
Blogged @ 4/04/2009 06:53:00 PM
• Friday, April 3, 2009
3 April 2009 - The end of chapter one?
Today is the day that I will fulfill my promise to you,
Hope everything goes well and you will be happy,
Yesterday I saw you can just smile whenever he just said he wanna come over,
I can know how much you wanted the one who sitting beside you is him but not me,
That's why I quite glad he made it,
first time I saw him in person and sitting in front of me,
before I go, as my plan I go shake his hand and get to know him,
He like blur? or just don't feel like I will do so..I don't know but anyway I can't bother so much.
Don't know why today will wake up that early, excited? happy? No idea.
Just hope everything will go as plan, maybe will be tiring but see her smile will do.
Will update everything tomorrow about tonight,
Tomorrow..something will happen? Maybe that's the end of my chapter one?
No people can predict, not even me.
Today is the day that I will fulfill my promise to you,
Hope everything goes well and you will be happy,
Yesterday I saw you can just smile whenever he just said he wanna come over,
I can know how much you wanted the one who sitting beside you is him but not me,
That's why I quite glad he made it,
first time I saw him in person and sitting in front of me,
before I go, as my plan I go shake his hand and get to know him,
He like blur? or just don't feel like I will do so..I don't know but anyway I can't bother so much.
Don't know why today will wake up that early, excited? happy? No idea.
Just hope everything will go as plan, maybe will be tiring but see her smile will do.
Will update everything tomorrow about tonight,
Tomorrow..something will happen? Maybe that's the end of my chapter one?
No people can predict, not even me.
Blogged @ 4/03/2009 08:45:00 AM
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Welcome to my blog
View and tag ,that's the slightest expectation from you .
Spammers will be banned ,and that's that .
Childish people please grow up and be mature yeah .
Last but not least ,i love you people .
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