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• Friday, March 20, 2009

Today, nothing special happened actually. Just another normal day, at first I thought of donate my blood, don't know why in the end I didn't do it. I also blur..wind blowing outside..seem like gonna be heavy rain later. Nice night to sleep..I seem like the dude in the picture...fishing for love? Tear my heart off and throw it in the sea..let it flow. Today, you asked me do he love you, seriously I don't know how to answer you but he cares about you..I think with the document you sent me. He love you too..he seem like did a lot small thing..minor thing to make you happy. That's should be a good news to you, you need fresh and new thing happen in your life. You changed, I can sense it. Because of him, a lot thing changed, true love? I don't know, is that what you want? Can you answer me? Every night, he phone you..everyday he text you. Me? Only can text you last time. Nothing much to say either, just simple-boring-message. At least, he had much thing to talk with you. You won't feel bored anyway. Today, I stab myself hardly. I am hurt, pain and scream. But what can I do beside that? Every night, I dream you and I wake up. You no longer beside me, that's the fact I had to accept. Last time, you like the thing I cook, although is nothing and just instant noodle and mushroom soup. Now, I know how to cook some dishes but no one gonna eat it beside me. Now you cry because of him, means you really care a lot and he mean a lot to you. Space for me? No more and need.

Suddenly, my mind is blank. Nothing to write..can't really sleep yet. Thinking of you..last time, in this time, you already on bed sleeping like a pig. Now, you mostly on the phone with him. Chatting happily and laughing. Anyways..just hope you two get along very well. Nothing I wanted to do anymore..

Blogged @ 3/20/2009 11:57:00 PM