• Sunday, March 29, 2009
Back forwarding
People just like looking back to the pass, I am not the exception. Although I know we must move forward and stop looking back, but today I looking back to the pass between me and you. How we come until here, what we had been thru and what we did, at first you are using live blog then I helped you register blogspot and it was two years ago. Fast? No idea but a lot of things happened. Happy and Sad, Loving and heart breaking. You still remember those scene when we still together? It seem like flashback to me.
Time to back reality life and get my shit done
People just like looking back to the pass, I am not the exception. Although I know we must move forward and stop looking back, but today I looking back to the pass between me and you. How we come until here, what we had been thru and what we did, at first you are using live blog then I helped you register blogspot and it was two years ago. Fast? No idea but a lot of things happened. Happy and Sad, Loving and heart breaking. You still remember those scene when we still together? It seem like flashback to me.
Time to back reality life and get my shit done
Blogged @ 3/29/2009 09:15:00 PM
• Saturday, March 28, 2009
Oh well, someone is guessing the number meaning. But I can say, good luck to you then.
Actually I wonder, do you still remember what you wish for your birthday?
I know and remember what I wish but it won't happen anymore
Actually I wonder, do you still remember what you wish for your birthday?
I know and remember what I wish but it won't happen anymore
Blogged @ 3/28/2009 11:36:00 AM
• Friday, March 27, 2009
有時候
我會讓墨水代替眼淚
讓信紙代替臉 左手讓寂寞牽
讓眼淚在信紙一行行的流
因為我知道自己從來都不曾忘記過
我會讓墨水代替眼淚
讓信紙代替臉 左手讓寂寞牽
讓眼淚在信紙一行行的流
因為我知道自己從來都不曾忘記過
Blogged @ 3/27/2009 11:43:00 PM
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Another uncountable second that I upload my last post. So what happen lately?
Nothing serious, Nothing special, and Nothing happy. Any changes on me?
Nothing I guess..but I hope got changes on next week maybe?
Next week Tuesday got presentation and MQA interview.
On Friday will celebrate early birthday with jesZ...hope she will be happy.
Maybe that's the last thing I do for you..
Nothing much I wanted to say, anyone can guess the meaning of the title?
Tips : Related to promise.
Leave tag or MSN me for the answer and will get your reward!!
Forget no title in this blog the title is "48435"
Nothing serious, Nothing special, and Nothing happy. Any changes on me?
Nothing I guess..but I hope got changes on next week maybe?
Next week Tuesday got presentation and MQA interview.
On Friday will celebrate early birthday with jesZ...hope she will be happy.
Maybe that's the last thing I do for you..
Nothing much I wanted to say, anyone can guess the meaning of the title?
Tips : Related to promise.
Leave tag or MSN me for the answer and will get your reward!!
Forget no title in this blog the title is "48435"
Blogged @ 3/27/2009 10:30:00 PM
• Sunday, March 22, 2009
Yesterday, I went to clubbing with my friend and mun tat of course. We drank a lot, not even one hour, we finish one bottle of Barcadi. Normally we need a lot of people and until 3am only can finish 2 bottle but yesterday, we leave at 2am and we already finish 2 bottle and 3/4 bottle of gin.
Great night? I don't know.
Happy? I don't know.
So I back to the real me? I don't know.
Mun tat and I vomit a lot. Damn suffering..headache and those, do we even happy? I am not sure.
Everyone had their own problem, is always I look good for you and you look good for me.
Some how, I feel like a lot of thing change in this one year. Good and bad, meet back a lot of friend lately, I talk to them and get to know their news lately, they are moving on but seem like I am the only one who still stuck in the beginning. My friend said we had to say bye bye to our teenager life, is time to face to truth of life. Depending on our parents is not our solution forever. When I see this, I am silent..I am thinking. We can't be so selfish anymore, keep want them to worry about us.
Yesterday, I cried in car. No one knows, just sobbing. Cause remind me a lot of things, some kind of flashback. The year we being together is seem so short yet so long. One of my friend said I look tough in the surface but not all the way through. She is right, we almost is the same kind of people. I understand her's and she understand mine.
My heart is bleeding and no one would care.
When I stress and no one to share.
I had screw up my life not just once, but many times.
Maybe this is the last time I would do anything to save it.
Tonight, I will plan everything for that night. I don't know whether will you like it but that's the only thing I can do for you now. Life for me now is tough, it will never tougher than seeing the one I love love someone else. You really changed a lot, really a lot, not that jesZ full with confident and style. You told me that you will never give up heels for anyone else, today you gave it up because of him. From that night, you said you thinking of giving it up because of him. I already know that I had lost you because that's one of important thing in your life. I said you are not cindrella anymore, you said you already don't have the glass heels. Even the glass heels in front of you, will you wear it and leave? I don't think so. The path you choosen, I can't comment much about it. Last time, everything you did it because of feel. Now I think mostly because of him. You said you looking forward for that night, I hope it can give you and me some good memory. It might not that perfect as you think, but I will give everything of me that night.
Great night? I don't know.
Happy? I don't know.
So I back to the real me? I don't know.
Mun tat and I vomit a lot. Damn suffering..headache and those, do we even happy? I am not sure.
Everyone had their own problem, is always I look good for you and you look good for me.
Some how, I feel like a lot of thing change in this one year. Good and bad, meet back a lot of friend lately, I talk to them and get to know their news lately, they are moving on but seem like I am the only one who still stuck in the beginning. My friend said we had to say bye bye to our teenager life, is time to face to truth of life. Depending on our parents is not our solution forever. When I see this, I am silent..I am thinking. We can't be so selfish anymore, keep want them to worry about us.
Yesterday, I cried in car. No one knows, just sobbing. Cause remind me a lot of things, some kind of flashback. The year we being together is seem so short yet so long. One of my friend said I look tough in the surface but not all the way through. She is right, we almost is the same kind of people. I understand her's and she understand mine.
My heart is bleeding and no one would care.
When I stress and no one to share.
I had screw up my life not just once, but many times.
Maybe this is the last time I would do anything to save it.
Tonight, I will plan everything for that night. I don't know whether will you like it but that's the only thing I can do for you now. Life for me now is tough, it will never tougher than seeing the one I love love someone else. You really changed a lot, really a lot, not that jesZ full with confident and style. You told me that you will never give up heels for anyone else, today you gave it up because of him. From that night, you said you thinking of giving it up because of him. I already know that I had lost you because that's one of important thing in your life. I said you are not cindrella anymore, you said you already don't have the glass heels. Even the glass heels in front of you, will you wear it and leave? I don't think so. The path you choosen, I can't comment much about it. Last time, everything you did it because of feel. Now I think mostly because of him. You said you looking forward for that night, I hope it can give you and me some good memory. It might not that perfect as you think, but I will give everything of me that night.
Blogged @ 3/22/2009 03:56:00 PM
• Saturday, March 21, 2009
Today, I asked you a simple question but you don't even know how to answer me.
I am such a failure to be your boyfriend.
Seriously, what did I gave you?
I am such a failure to be your boyfriend.
Seriously, what did I gave you?
Blogged @ 3/21/2009 06:01:00 PM
• Friday, March 20, 2009
Today, nothing special happened actually. Just another normal day, at first I thought of donate my blood, don't know why in the end I didn't do it. I also blur..wind blowing outside..seem like gonna be heavy rain later. Nice night to sleep..I seem like the dude in the picture...fishing for love? Tear my heart off and throw it in the sea..let it flow. Today, you asked me do he love you, seriously I don't know how to answer you but he cares about you..I think with the document you sent me. He love you too..he seem like did a lot small thing..minor thing to make you happy. That's should be a good news to you, you need fresh and new thing happen in your life. You changed, I can sense it. Because of him, a lot thing changed, true love? I don't know, is that what you want? Can you answer me? Every night, he phone you..everyday he text you. Me? Only can text you last time. Nothing much to say either, just simple-boring-message. At least, he had much thing to talk with you. You won't feel bored anyway. Today, I stab myself hardly. I am hurt, pain and scream. But what can I do beside that? Every night, I dream you and I wake up. You no longer beside me, that's the fact I had to accept. Last time, you like the thing I cook, although is nothing and just instant noodle and mushroom soup. Now, I know how to cook some dishes but no one gonna eat it beside me. Now you cry because of him, means you really care a lot and he mean a lot to you. Space for me? No more and need.
Suddenly, my mind is blank. Nothing to write..can't really sleep yet. Thinking of you..last time, in this time, you already on bed sleeping like a pig. Now, you mostly on the phone with him. Chatting happily and laughing. Anyways..just hope you two get along very well. Nothing I wanted to do anymore..
Blogged @ 3/20/2009 11:57:00 PM
• Saturday, March 14, 2009
Yesterday, my mum visit me and will be overnight for few nights. She clean up my room and house, really thanks alot mum :D
Today, we went to "Ho ching yun" which mum want to settle something there. After that, we went to Timesquare, at first we planned to take dinner in Jogoya but we didn't make it because we are not hungry at that time so we went to Bar B Q plaza for dinner. First time, we order family set and eat, really alot but worth it compare to supreme due to only Rm10 different.
After that, we reach home and I read baby de blog. She really likes him alot..there's nothing can be change or be done. At first, I was depressed cause I still love her. But in the other hand, I was reliefed because I got my plan. She asked whether I be back the cheerful person, I don't know maybe I will be miserable as well. I don't know how long it might took, but is my choice. I don't know how I will change to, bad or good. Nobody can predict, even me.
Today, we talk alot thru msn. I get to know alot of things, Him, Me and Us. Hope? No more, and not anymore. We talked about your present, it seem like something I can't give at all. Now I doubt myself, do I still need to go on with my plan? I don't know, I hope you can give me the answer. Tuesday morning 3am, is our 3rd week breaking. There's not yet 1 month, everything changed. Change to good one I think, do you think I made a correct decision for you?
Let's our pass become our memory and seal it.
Today, we went to "Ho ching yun" which mum want to settle something there. After that, we went to Timesquare, at first we planned to take dinner in Jogoya but we didn't make it because we are not hungry at that time so we went to Bar B Q plaza for dinner. First time, we order family set and eat, really alot but worth it compare to supreme due to only Rm10 different.
After that, we reach home and I read baby de blog. She really likes him alot..there's nothing can be change or be done. At first, I was depressed cause I still love her. But in the other hand, I was reliefed because I got my plan. She asked whether I be back the cheerful person, I don't know maybe I will be miserable as well. I don't know how long it might took, but is my choice. I don't know how I will change to, bad or good. Nobody can predict, even me.
Today, we talk alot thru msn. I get to know alot of things, Him, Me and Us. Hope? No more, and not anymore. We talked about your present, it seem like something I can't give at all. Now I doubt myself, do I still need to go on with my plan? I don't know, I hope you can give me the answer. Tuesday morning 3am, is our 3rd week breaking. There's not yet 1 month, everything changed. Change to good one I think, do you think I made a correct decision for you?
Let's our pass become our memory and seal it.
Blogged @ 3/14/2009 10:23:00 PM
• Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Lately, been open my blogger since I wanted to update my blog but it seem like I can't squeeze any word into it. This post took me 3 hours to start writing it, maybe you will ask why. Unfortunately that, I don't know. Really a lot of thing in my mind...I don't know how to express it. This is the 2nd week, did we changed? Or only me or only you? I don't know...I actually not that good huh. I am a careless person..can't even notice small matter around you. Maybe I am really that dumb in relationship, sometime it seem like...without me, will be no harm to you. Shall I leave? If you ask me whether I still miss you, yes I do. But I won't say anything in front of you. Maybe I just so gutless but do you still need that? I had no idea..if you think I leave is a good choice, please tell me. I will do so. At least no people will bugging around you.
Blogged @ 3/11/2009 11:42:00 PM
• Tuesday, March 10, 2009
I been back to my home since last Saturday, why? Just don't feel like staying here.
This three day, I been go thru a lot of thing. Being moody and miserable, a lot of thing go in my mind. Same question is keep going on my mind...
Now..it seem like all my plan had been broke again. Slowly you will leave..and there's nothing i can do anymore.
This three day, I been go thru a lot of thing. Being moody and miserable, a lot of thing go in my mind. Same question is keep going on my mind...
Now..it seem like all my plan had been broke again. Slowly you will leave..and there's nothing i can do anymore.
Blogged @ 3/10/2009 12:22:00 AM
• Thursday, March 5, 2009
"No ring how to become your lao poh oh?"
This question suddenly pop up in my mind when I driving...I smile..I cry...
Do you remember this question?
Do you remember the answer?
Unfortunately I can't fulfill it anymore..
But if can...can I beside you again?
This question suddenly pop up in my mind when I driving...I smile..I cry...
Do you remember this question?
Do you remember the answer?
Unfortunately I can't fulfill it anymore..
But if can...can I beside you again?
Blogged @ 3/05/2009 10:51:00 PM
• Wednesday, March 4, 2009
From last post, almost one month ago. Yesterday night, we break up due to our problem. She is more enjoying her single life. She is not happy with me, I can't even make her smile. But other guy can...she is even more happy with them. What I am to her? I don't know. She is even better without me, all the way she just need me. You asked me, did I put or try hard to make you love me more...I am trying to accompany you more..I am trying to make you happy..I am trying to make you feel happiness but..what I did is nothing. The watch we brought together...the necklace we brought together..Today, i saw you wearing your cross necklace...and you are not that down with me anymore. Is like get away from a heavy burden.
That night, you help me put on blanket..I was so happy and feel warm. Happiness is just so short...yesterday you cried..and told me everything. I let you go...I know I only can keep your body but not your heart. The thing i prepared for your birthday is not needed anymore...cause you don't need me beside you anymore. I am not beside of you anymore..take care yourself and enjoy your life. I don't want to see you sitting beside me inside car but looking outside. I know I am not the one for you, the thing you need I can't give.
Baby..still remember when in car, you will hug my hand and call me dear dear? I miss it..I miss your voice..I miss you..I think I don't have the chance to hear it anymore..only can just think back...all in my memory.
The place where we start is the place where we end...last year I fetch you from hostel...This year We break at hostel. Do you know today was my worst day ever? I feel so suffocated inside class..I wanted to run away from there...but you don't know..when i saw you, you like nothing happened. Remember the first message you sent today? You still call me dear...I was happy..I hope that you will still call me that..but it seem like impossible for now. Eight years...and now we back to square one.
That night, you help me put on blanket..I was so happy and feel warm. Happiness is just so short...yesterday you cried..and told me everything. I let you go...I know I only can keep your body but not your heart. The thing i prepared for your birthday is not needed anymore...cause you don't need me beside you anymore. I am not beside of you anymore..take care yourself and enjoy your life. I don't want to see you sitting beside me inside car but looking outside. I know I am not the one for you, the thing you need I can't give.
Baby..still remember when in car, you will hug my hand and call me dear dear? I miss it..I miss your voice..I miss you..I think I don't have the chance to hear it anymore..only can just think back...all in my memory.
The place where we start is the place where we end...last year I fetch you from hostel...This year We break at hostel. Do you know today was my worst day ever? I feel so suffocated inside class..I wanted to run away from there...but you don't know..when i saw you, you like nothing happened. Remember the first message you sent today? You still call me dear...I was happy..I hope that you will still call me that..but it seem like impossible for now. Eight years...and now we back to square one.
Blogged @ 3/04/2009 04:08:00 PM
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Welcome to my blog
View and tag ,that's the slightest expectation from you .
Spammers will be banned ,and that's that .
Childish people please grow up and be mature yeah .
Last but not least ,i love you people .
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