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• Wednesday, August 29, 2007
When you want to cry, who will you find? Who will be the one beside you?
For me, no one beside me.

Why i want to cry? What i can say is I fall in love in a wrong time.

Last few day, someone asked me "Do you have a girlfriend?". Actually i stun for few second, because i never really think about this question before.For other people, will be easy to answer like Yes or No. For me, is hard. I feel like i got a girlfriend, is just that i can't hold her hand, i can't kiss her, i almost can't do anything with her. Then the person asked, is that Long Distance Relationship? I can say yes or maybe not. I don't know...everything seem like so near yet so far.

Do you fall in love with someone who had a boyfriend? Then i think you will know about my feeling now. Sometimes, you try to cross the border line but when you think about the girl. You just don't feel like doing it because you don't want to destroy a relationship. You only can be beside her quietly. Is like having an affair with her sometimes, sometime you feel like breaking down. You don't feel like giving up her, cause you already fall in love with her too deep and you can't do anything. Even sitting beside her, it seem like got a ocean wide gap between her and yourself. Sometimes you can't control the thing in your life like love. It come suddenly and sometimes it leave quietly.

Someone might think this is some kind of bullshit and the guy is stupid or whatever. Try loving a girl for 1 year, while you knew her very well. And you already confess with her, she rejected you directly. You might say you try before, i will just say, nice dude, you are success in your life of forgetting someone.

Blogged @ 8/29/2007 04:49:00 PM