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• Sunday, July 22, 2007
Lately got some feeling keep appear in my heart. Jealousy, it might be one of them.

I don't know why i jealous when some guy near you.
I don't know why i jealous when you go out with some guy.
I don't know why i jealous when some guy phone you.

Maybe i too over and i just can't control my feeling at all.

When facing you, my heart beat is faster than normal.
When facing you, i just can't speak well.

I don't even dare to tell you the feeling in my heart. Is just because i scare i lose you. I just keep all my feeling to myself. No matter how i miss you, i won't tell you. Just because i know you.

What can i do to make you happy?
What can i do to make you feel safe?
What can i do to make you accept me?

I don't know why i will worry when i can't received your message.
I don't know why i will sad when you were sad.

I miss the time that we were together. The time you hold hand. The time you smile because the thing i did. But now i can't see your smile, not at the thing i did. I can't see the spark in your eyes. Time made you change, or i am the one who just standing and left behind in the pass.

When i am with you, i feel so alive.
When i am with you, i feel so comfortable.

Do you still remember the time that we together? Everything is in my mind, is like just happen yesterday. I know i might not the one you seeking for. I didn't regret for everything i did for you. I know i might get nothing in the end. But i just don't want to give up so easily, not until the end. Is impossible to ask me forget about you. I know you ask me to do that before. Nothing of you i can forget. Not even a small tiny thing.

You might not be the best in this world, but i know i love you.

Sorry is the word i don't want to hear from you the most. I did everything because i wanted to.

Blogged @ 7/22/2007 11:25:00 PM