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• Friday, July 13, 2007

Sometime i wonder do i even exist in this world, i seem so tiny in this world. Not just tiny in this world, i would say among my friend. Life sometime just mean not to be mine, maybe i will just live like this forever. Who know what will happen tomorrow? I live everyday like was last day to me. Before i sleep, just think did i regret did anything today.

Even i keep my old memory in closet, it will flow out like air. Remind me of everything we did together. I just try to keep you to be with me, only your body is with me. Your soul and your heart is with other guy. Every time you chat with him, or tell me the things about him. You will never know how i feel on that time, i just keep smiling and keep the pain for myself. I am also just a normal human with flesh and blood, why i need to keep all the thing to myself? Do you even listen to me when i talk to you? Do you wanted to know me more? Do you even try to understand me more? I keep try to let you understand about me, but why just every time you need to mention about him? Why you can't let the pass go? To let it go, is to accept a new beginning. You will never know what will happen if you don't try it out. Maybe it will hurt again, but u grow mature from it. You will learn the mistake from it, and try to better next time. Until you find the suitable one. Love might be a chapter of your life, but love is a whole book of my life. I never wanted much, just a hug when i am lonely. Or maybe just want to listen your story when i am stress. Just want to let you know, because of you, i learned what is happiness, sad, angry, jealous and more... Miss you is like breathing air every day, every minute, every second. I might don't have any place in your heart, all i want you to know. When you were alone, sad or stress, i hope you know i am beside you. I am ready to listen and lend my hand to you. If you want to cry, i will lend my shoulder to you. If you want to wipe out your tears, i can lend you my hand.

Don't know why i will write those out...just my feeling. Feelings from my heart.

Blogged @ 7/13/2007 12:03:00 AM