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• Sunday, June 3, 2007
I am just wondering am i happy or i just pretend to be happy. Can i really smile in front of you when you with other guy? Can i really joke? Can i really don't bother about it? Am i jealous? Yes, i am. So what? Did that change anything in my life? Even i tell you, you just say this and that. And duh? I back to square one and restart again. Friend? Can i get something more than that? I just won't be someone 1st place or even 2nd place, i am just some crap for you. What can i request more? Nothing, nothing else i can do.

I miss you.
I miss your smile.
I miss the time we hang out together.
I miss the kiss.
I miss the hug.
I miss everything of you.

Every time you just think i am joking. Just fuck everything in my life, i screw my studies up and so do my life.

Blogged @ 6/03/2007 02:29:00 AM