• Thursday, June 21, 2007

I screwed up with my fucking money on this month, fuck all those bill. Life doesn't gone better YET. I still waiting for my car, just change to wira few days ago. Thanks to that salesman drag my saga for three month and JPJ send my mum a warning letter about the number plate crap. Mun tat going to celebrate his mum b day on Monday and he going back on Saturday. And yet i still thinking want to follow him back or not. Life just bored and suck lately, college is not so interesting to me anything beside girl. Coursework coming soon and i still not yet ready for any shit of it. Sometime just regret waste that one year, if not i won't be so boring as now. Sometime just feel tired, wanted to stop everything. If is not you, i won't be here now. Wanted to hug u long time ago but i still don't have the gut to do so. I miss everything of you. Miss XY, i heard you get your puppy. I hope you won't kill it for your backup food. This remind me of my pet, guess what i get for my pet? Is a chicken. Next time i will post up the picture for you all. He is damn handsome and i like him alot. Kinda miss the time hang around with him. Just hope he rest in peace.

• Friday, June 8, 2007

Today is my 1st day go class, i mean later 12pm is my first ever class in year1 group1. I hope got some nice chicks lol. That's beyond the point anyway, i just wish can i catch up the course quickly. Yesterday was the last day for the 3C fair in TARC, i think is a success. Also got some sad thing happen on yesterday, about the NFS winner is Sophian. i think last year WCG player will know about him. After the fair, it rain heavily make me stuck in the damn hall. Luckily elishia is going back on that time then william and i took a ride to melawati lrt station. Sometime, i feel my life is empty. Every morning wake up, don't know i live for what. No goal, that's the problem i think. Ok la, need to ready for class. Wish my 1st day is nice and great.

• Wednesday, June 6, 2007

This is my 2nd day in Digital fair, is been a great day to me. Early in the morning, it has been rain heavily. After that mun tat and i went to college together by bus. Then i just straight to the Sport complex which held the event. When i reach there, there was little peoples inside there because of rain. I and some friend there LAN NFS there and i was winning. After the rain stop, started to be crowd again. Today i chat alot with people, like Sophia which i knew her like last year and unfortunately she change college and now she's back again. She is a charming girl and like to smile. Nothing special happen after she went to lecture, just we got our DIGI T-shirt two of them. About the NFS competition, got one dude break out record to 53.45sec per lap in petersberg using M3. Tomorrow will be last day for the event, Top32 will be there and lan. Hope it was fun, i gonna be the judge there. I was who gonna the prize RM1500. Today i brought a multi purpose printer which can Photostat, print and scan. It only cost RM270 with one 1gig Pen drive. I brought mun tat one MP3 player, not some expensive thing but hope he like it.

To Jesz,
No matter who you choose, i will just support you. For now, i think study is more important than anything for you. Don't make your parents worry about you and me also. Before choosing anyone, just think before do it. If not, you gonna regret later. Miss you.

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Life gone to suck like hell, i did something today which is something which wake me up. Everything is enough, i had it enough so do you. Nothing else i wanted to do anymore. I should go on with my life and leave my memory behind. Thanks anyway. At least now i know what in your mind now.

If loving you is wrong, i don't want to be right.

Too late for everything and no turning back. I don't want to turn back anymore.


TARC having a 3C digital fair held by SBS SWC. Is the first and biggest digital fair in tarc ever (as what banner told me). There have NFS: Most wanted competition, Spin and win, and lot of booth there selling some comp things. I saw one desktop with Core 2 Duo 1.8ghz 80gig Sata hdd and forget what other spec. Which just selling for Rm1199. Is worth for it, and got some auction for 3 days. Today big prize is Samsung D840 which sold in Rm720 and tomorrow is Nokia N70, Thursday will be a laptop. Too bad this month don't have extra money for pc thing, if not i gonna buy some for my comp. I had decided back to year1 and start my college life again which will be alot better compare to last year (i think). This is my last chance for staying in KL or else i will shift back to Ipoh and stick there forever and ever. Now, nothing i can't put down here. Actually i can go back ipoh now and don't give a fuck anything happen here. I know i can't do it now, i just wanted to stay here, give myself a last chance or anything. Sometime i just hate myself for being like this, stubborn, stupid and useless.

Suan le ba, yi qie zai wo fang qi ni de shi hou, ke neng wo de shen huo jiu hui bi jiau hao ba......

• Sunday, June 3, 2007

I am just wondering am i happy or i just pretend to be happy. Can i really smile in front of you when you with other guy? Can i really joke? Can i really don't bother about it? Am i jealous? Yes, i am. So what? Did that change anything in my life? Even i tell you, you just say this and that. And duh? I back to square one and restart again. Friend? Can i get something more than that? I just won't be someone 1st place or even 2nd place, i am just some crap for you. What can i request more? Nothing, nothing else i can do.

I miss you.
I miss your smile.
I miss the time we hang out together.
I miss the kiss.
I miss the hug.
I miss everything of you.

Every time you just think i am joking. Just fuck everything in my life, i screw my studies up and so do my life.

• Friday, June 1, 2007

I can't make up my mind for this two course. I had more interest in Food Service, i had no more one year to waste this time. Wish myself luck. For a new starting, people say we should have a hair cut. So i went to for a hair cut, and i become short hair again but this time is much more better. Something happen today, i think someone should be happy today. I should say congratulation dude. My car haven't arrive yet, still looking forward it. I got some plan what to put in my car. Hope my dad can support me some money for it.

For my friend, malcolm

Dude, hope u have a good time in your new college there. I having nice time with you. Nice to meet you also. Although we apart now, but hope u won't forget me hahaha. Must keep in touch.

Respect!

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